20061126
Ahhh... just realized its a beautiful think to come to my blog every morning... haha yea... cause yong writes damn good stuff?
Yayyaayyyay
Its acty the music!!! :D
So nice right the full house theme...its damn great that to start you day, makes u feel really optimistic about what is going on later in the day.
Though it may sound like so regular pop song, but its amazing how the vocals combined with the instruments can actually be sufficient to melt your heart, well that will perhaps be for those who have watched the show i guess. Those who haven watch go watch! its damn nice
posted @ 8:44 AM
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20061125
Growing up
lsapeic looking back, it was indeed quite a remarkable process.
trhoafnsk Thanks for disciplining me the tough way since young, if not for you i wouldn't have been anywhere (:
obsegin
Thanks for putting me through everything in the past.
I would have been and learnt nothing if my life had been so smooth-sailing.
Random:
A true man can walk through miles of shit,
and come up smelling like a bed of roses.
zftkqd
sjzx
posted @ 3:46 PM
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20061122
Well its early now.. although i shld have woke up even earlier to go for training but i failed to... haha... so i will just be attending the workshop in school in 40 mins time? yea...
Quite a beautiful morning to begin with esp with the full house playing at the background.. haha just realized if more den a certain number of ppl comes to my blog a day den the stupid music will NOT play due to the bandwidth overload... oh wells...not gonna spend $$ to buy a higher bandwidth la siao haha... ...
It was quite a tiring day yesterday as usual, esp when i am suffering from insomnia like everyday in the holiday -_-.
Oh ya and to the guys ... sorry for not going to the party yesterday...
My parents will slaughter me if i go, and i dun feel like lying la... lol hope u guys have lotsa fun.. (:
Anyway was talking to my Senior ytd night... Updating our lives and everything...
Hes the senior whom i respect the most la...ever since sec 1, haha my role model... ...
Tan Zuo Hou, a.k.a legend, i know you wun't be reading this, and that is precisely why i write about you, but thanks for leading the team so well back then in my secondary school days. The team would not be bonded so well without u as throws capt that time (:
Well hes the previous ex-record holder for my event... and... he actually supported me and show me the way to break his record... ... What more can you say abt this guy man? haha
And i guess we will all never forget all the shit trainings last time man.
Chen torturing us with all the useless training.
Bloody inefficient, unreasonable and nonsense, haha... but i guess thats what makes the team bond. yep.
To all of you seniors out there, for the 10,000th time haha...i would give up anything to relive the days haha... Thanks for shaping and creating who i am today...
Well throwers chalet is right after class chalet...my gosh i am gonna die.. if i dun sleep for 5 daes haha...
I realized something, i rarely blog about ppl unless i am sure they do not know my blog. hmm
posted @ 7:57 AM
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20061120
Yesterday was the first time in a thousand years where i went to NTUC to buy lots of groceries. my mum must be damn proud of me la, LOL.
Anyway i bought all the healthy food as i realized that i was indeed shortening my life for the past few years with the things i gobble down day in day out. Yep! am determined to reduce my amount of junk food intake :P
just realized that having a freaking zai metabolism and staying trim by exercising your body regularly still does not mean that you can eat all the shit food, cause the fats will continue to clog ard your blood vessels, which no amt of exercise can burn it off, as u grow older, and when it explodes, you will be shooting blood and POOM you die. :D
Anyway i was so surprised that the NTUC in Coro actually played the "Full House Soundtrack" there.
Hahah.. the first song they played was already my favourite :D (the song which is playing now)
well the customers there must have thought i was mad, since i can't stop smiling when i listen to that. Yeap the song makes you think all the realllyyy happy stuffs haha...
so i stayed in the NTUC for 45 mins and only bought $40 worth of food, -_- thanks to the music, lol
Hmmm oh ya i did the same test which terry did, and boy, i'm also amazed by the accuracy of the test...made me remember what kinda person am i and who i was in the past (Not all but most that are mentioned in the results are correct)
At this time you are really feeling quite exhausted by all the conflict and quarrelling that is going on about you and you are looking for some sort of protection from this state of affairs. Ideally you are seeking a peaceful condition and a tranquil environment in which you can be afforded the chance to relax and recover......You are a leader in every sense of the word. You know where you are going and you know what you need to do in order to get there. You exercise an inherent initiative in overcoming obstacles and difficulties. You either hold, or wish to achieve, a position of authority by means of which full control can be exerted over events.You are a dreamer and you seek perfection in any relationship that you may establish. Some of your ideas and standards are over the top so it may be a good idea to review your perception of life and accept people for what they are - not for what you would like them to be.You are an emotional, sincere and impressionable individual experiencing frustration and unnecessary stress. You are carried away by other people's enthusiasm and looking for that idealised relationship, be it in a business or personal situation, which you are able to share with a mutual depth of understanding. You have lowered your defences in the past and you have been hurt, so you are now extremely wary of being exploited. You are still ready to trust people on the condition that they are prepared to offer you proof of their sincerity.In the past your trusting attitude has often been misunderstood and so you have needed to protect yourself against your tendency to be abused and taken advantage of. As a consequence you possibly adopt an aloof and critical attitude and you are only willing to let your guard down once sincerity and trustworthiness can be assured
Well i would rarely attempt such tests, but i guess this is an exceptional one. Not another test out there that only mentions your positive side and ignores your negative side.
Anyway today was a freaking tiring day. Not only did i sleep really little yesterday night, my track mates just forced their ass in my house after training. Bloody idiots!!!! lOl -_-
perhaps one day, one day...
After all our dreams have been pursued...
Our paths may cross again.
Hope: the force which keeps us all alive
posted @ 7:03 PM
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20061118
eee things aren't exactly going very smoothly for my training... :/
Kinda screwed a little of my elbow and ankle during weights today, ...hmmm i guess my elbow that one is more serious...
Well well... i gotta do what i can do and faster chiong for treatment before it gets worst again.
Sometimes i really wonder why am i still in throwing, despite all the damn setbacks i had ?
just because that man forced me in track 5 yrs ago?
But if thats the case i could have chosen to quit in JC....
Perhaps it was because of the team, particularly my seniors after all.
On anyway,
My hols have been quite screwed so far :On some days i am busy and tired as hell
and on others there i am slacking and rotting the whole day long.
Worst of all, academic stuff still undone!
ARGH SLAP ME
lol.. i noe this is random but i cant wait for A's to be over
posted @ 11:38 PM
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When it means so much,
It doesn't solely bring happiness to those who get it, and those around it.
Why must either of them bleed and cry? Sometimes i wonder why God have chosen to put them through such cruel tests?It does hurt or disappoint some, even the kindest souls...
posted @ 12:29 AM
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20061116
Ahhhh i cannot sleep....
was discussing with shuo about our options of going overseas for further studies and stuff during weights training today, and since then its been stuck in my damn mind till now, wth.
its bad to be suffering from insomnia when you just had a couple of mind-blowing training sessions for the past few days, and on the next day! or rather in less den 7 hrs time i will be going to sentosa!! my goodness. wth is wrong with me , haha someone just knock me unconscious!! argh... and i seriously think i shld bann myself from the com, though i think its pretty awefully hard.. ahah.
A fool who doesn't know or dare to express his feelings?? Possibilities. Never have a heart felt this way...Though uncertain of what the future holds... but if a lifetime of happiness can be exchanged with something, i will glady exchange it with anything... Hope that tomorrow will be a bright and sunny day! :D go 75!
posted @ 2:43 AM
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20061115
wha freaking tired all the muscle aches and stuff...
well at least i am gradually getting back to my orginal standard ^^
mugging progress is bad , really bad i think i haven started to mug at home yet, haha its just too impossible to do so. Yep... need more study outs, and i mean EFFICIENT study outs. Yesterday one was pretty bad for me as i didnt do much argh..
Anyway was looking back at my past entries yesterday night.
Its funny when u look back at stuff and find yourself thinking and acting so damn immaturely in the past, and next time when you look back at now you will probably feel the same way too. part of growing up isn't it? Perhaps immature is too strong a word but i did have loads fun last time too...
Argh and i realized i lost quite a lot of pictures which were taken in my sec 3-4 days? including those i got from my friends. I guess its all in the old com which i gave away... sigh. what a pity. At times you kinda really miss those days where you had far lesser things to worry? but of course i still prefer my life now... yea.. now now now. not for the next one yr... cause i guess all will be hell in j2 haha..
I suddenly thought of you again and ....ya...thanks for the wonderful christmas 2 years ago, and although we have sort of drifted and you probably would not read this, I sincerely wanna thank you for being such a nice&unique friend, a true godsend too (:
posted @ 9:03 PM
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20061112
Argh sorry for rantin in my past entries,
But i am feeling better now, just lazy to post a full post :P
posted @ 2:53 AM
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20061110
sick...yes sick.. sometimes this kinda life gets kinda sick especially after 5 yrs of leading the same old life...
Sometimes I am asking myself... why do i fight so hard for something that i do not desperately want? Is responsibility the only answer to that question, what happened to that passion which i once had?
Just like a bloody tired body fighting without a damn soul.
It kinda sucks drifting away from many different groups of friends when you have so little time. perhaps such a luxury is not meant for all to enjoy... ...
Sigh...training just seems totally different without my seniors.
I have always been really proud of the HC throws team. Being able to crawl out alive from the unreasonable, mentally tortourous and ridiculous trainings of our ex coach...although it was totally unnecessary and sadistic, i have to admit that the period of hell did make us who we are, gave us the strength and confidence to face with our daily challenges, and made us understand how far one can actually go with the support of a team.
and now? what has the team evolved to man...
Things are supposed to be even better when we have a more reasonable, efficient and professional coach now. But everyone just takes it for granted...
Wheres the bloody self-discipline man
posted @ 9:14 PM
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argh... i am seriously quite pissed... dunno whats wrong with me these days... my luck is shittified.
Some guy banged his knee on my calf during basketball today and i can hardly walk :( . its kinda bad but i guess the pain should get lesser and lesser after some time la...
Sigh...
All my life, i am struggling with this shit
posted @ 8:07 PM
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20061109
Hmmm...suddenly decided to go to the vainpoks blogs to look at class photos in the middle of the night. haha...
well u gals are not that bad after all haha.. without u ppl there will be no photos to look at, and i guess the memories of our J1 life will not be captured so vividly, esp when a person like me has such sucky memory haha...
It really feels so damn good looking thru those photos and reliving those memories.. haha.. all the special events, spastic faces and uncountable poses... its pretty amazing yea? haha...
Though its hard/impossible for things to go as nice and smooth sailing as the 1st 3 mths, (it doesnt matter whether you have spent your 1st 3 mths here or not) well i just hope that all of us will make full use of our time, play and mug 100% at the appropriate times... and enjoy the company of all your friends around you (:
posted @ 1:49 AM
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20061104
Ah... i guess i am more of a faithful blogger nowadaes (:
with all the time and stuff... i can finally talk more shit and rant about different stuffs like what ppl alwaes do.
well well quite an interesting week, although its still 0% progress in academics, somebody please kick my butt. haha. PLEASE PLEASE, I need more study outings and stuff, perhaps i shld discuss with my coach to cut down on training ? yea maybe...
Oh talking about training... well ... it has been pretty tiring and meng.
trained a total of 9 sessions in this week :P
BUT... my goodness.. i couldn't believe that i have become so lousy after slacking for so long during promos.. and the worst thing is, I LOST WEIGHT after 1 week of the intensive hols training.
The more i train, the lighter i become and the more my muscles disappear, what is WRONG. Coach says that probably i have not eatten enough good food...thats why muscles will be depleted when u do intensive workouts, my gosh..
ASK EVERYONE Or ANYONE, how much this FREAK eats... argh... sucks...
Well maybe hes right... okay fine hes always right. I gotta eat more meat now i guess... and pray hard dat i stop losing weight, if not i can just be a long distance runner next yr liao :D . haha
I guess.. i need the motivation, the confidence and the madness la... its like ... trainings now are no longer as enjoyable as the previous years...cause there are no seniors anymore... all mugging for A's... yea..
Will never forget those days where we sacrificed everything and fought so hard for the school and team a few yrs back yea? haha... thanks for your help and i'll never forget all the time we spent together... yeap...
Feels kinda different being a senior now...having to look after and set an example for the juniors in High School, kinda pressurising but... yea...no choice. I guess i'll just do my best and help them in whatever ways i can.
haha sorry for spamming so much for track... no choice la.. that was the thing that occupied most of my week haha...yea.
oh ya and i watched deathnote alreadi, it was nice,
KIRA/Light ROCKS , haha i am evil
Haha i noe I AM LAG, haha but i know of many laggers out there who watched the show only recently too haha..
i did an extremely kind deed.
made the extra effort to save someone
who would have walked into a forest or fell into the river
*in heels Fortunately 4cm is not enough catch up with the great yongIf not, off u go, down the river! :P haven had this much fun for a long time.
It was a beautiful day
thank u for everything.
posted @ 11:17 PM
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20061103
Man 5 days of the Hols have just zoomed past.
I guess its high time that i set several long term and short term goals.
And i guess it should be more effective to share your goals with others as chances are that you will be more motivated to work towards them :)
Lets see.. well in this hols throwing will be taking up a shitload of my time, but there isn't a choice la...
SHORT TERM Goals:
Throwing: Get back my form, Be at least 20% stronger than when i was at my peak, reach 17m
Studies: Finish the bloody J1 syllabus at the end of the hols, Complete all the blank tutorials (gee thats tough), Spend 40 mins on newspapers everyday!
Piano: Master 1000 Words, and at least 5 other FF Songs.. (Sigh I doubt i have the time for this now :( )
LONG TERM Goals:
Throwing: Smack the Asean Record
Studies: A LEVELS: 4 As + Distinction in H3 if i get in
I love to set audacious goals, cause that really pushes my ass damn hard, well at least i hope this time it does. lol.
The path to having no regrets starts here!
-__-
AJA AJA FIGHTING!
posted @ 11:36 AM
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20061101
thinking about it .....
I aint really sure if i wanna study abroad....
is life all about working towards good grades, getting a scholarship, working and earning big bucks till ur deathbed?... ...
Is that the only path to a lifetime of happiness or the path that leads to a life fuelled with nothing else but the selfish desire for material possessions?
come to think about it,
can i bear to leave everyone here...?
..............................................
posted @ 8:09 PM
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